My Thoughts: when the mood strikes.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011, 10:23am

Tuesday, April 19, 2011, 10:23am

         Ever feel like giving up on life...  throwing in the towel, crying uncle?  That's where I am right now.  I have been out of work since 3-23-2011 with no resources to pay my bills... 

         I think, What is the right thing to do in this situation?  I could shut everything off and move out, live out of my car --- or  --- stay put and hope that something happens. 

         Neither option makes complete sense.  My "do the right thing" self says, Move out, live out of your car.  But my more rational self looks back and sees all the rash things I've done in the past when trying to "do the right thing," and says, No.  Stay put.  It has to get better.  God doesn't want you living on the street.  ...or does He?  I want to do His will. 

         God help me.  Let me see your hand in this.  I am still waiting...