My Thoughts: when the mood strikes.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Wednesday, April 20, 2011, 8:20am

         I am sputtering --- the fuel is low with no earthly means for replenishment... or, if there, remains hidden. 

         My phone bill is overdue, my utility bills are overdue, my car payment is overdue ---- and I have no means to pay the rent when due. 

4:04pm

         My worst part of the day is in the morning.  It's when I feel the most hopeless.  It was especially upsetting today when I received a call from my telephone provider about my overdue bill.

         I'm thinking maybe I should re-pack my things again and just leave everything boxed up so that I can leave more quickly when the time comes.

8:59pm

         I was watching a special on the Green Planet channel tonight regarding Sodom and Gomorrah  and it was said that the greatest sin of Sodom and Gormorrah was being inhospitable to strangers.  I'm reminded that the Lord said, Whatsoever ye do to the least of your brethren, that you do unto Me.  If nothing else, I am learning empathy by what I am going through and, with the help of God, I will be hospitable to strangers and the less fortunate, those going through hard times.