Time To Get Real

A little personal side note

I'm in a bit of a pickle. Not to sound like a nervous high school student, but I have a bit of a crush.

The mature thing to do would be to just ask her out, but since we attend most of the same activities, a rejection would be hella awkward.

Not that this situtaion isn't awkward enough. I mean, I don't have a preference when it comes to any particular race, but I've never been attracted to someone who's been this much older than me.

Argh. I don't know what I'm gonna do. I've tried waiting out my feelings, hoping they'll go away, but no such luck. It would be one thing if I was more outgoing, and I immediately jumped any woman I wanted, but that's just not me. Maybe it's a patttern, but everyone I've ever dated has pursued me. Pretty hard as a matter of fact. I've been cornered in a Walmart in the middle of my shift, and given phone numbers(not that I work at Walmart anymore, though) I've never had to pursue anyone, so I'm a bit out of my depth.

I guess there's a first time for everything.