Shellyville Continues

Jealous with cupid?

Hello Sunshine,

Do you ever get jealous? I try not too but it is a normal reaction at times. I can see the real advantage of jealousy. It points out what you are not telling yourself. It's like a hidden clue to pay attention to something.

I am jealous that Brian is taking the kids and their friends on a fun adventure vacation in August. He has it all booked and planned. It really amazes me what he can accomplish when I am not around. I try to be open minded and accepting and I do a very good job.

Still, I have a small spot in my head/heart that hurts. I get it. I will live with it and I will be fine.

I am learning and I know that I am not ready for cupid and his arrow. I am not ready to move on while I still carry so many unanswered questions. I love knowing myself so well but at times I do wish I could just turn it off and not be so crazy.

Yeah, like that is gonna happen...

Love,
Michelle