Shellyville Continues

heavy sleep

Hello my sunny pals,

Do you ever feel heavy after you sleep? I get this incredible feeling of being in quicksand. My body feels a hundred pounds heavier. It happens to me every once and awhile. I wonder if other people experience it too? I get this way when my mind is heavy with worry. I am sure it is some part of my bipolar or depression.

I am happy. I know that my worries are only temporary. I know that I am doing all I can to take care of myself. I am a little worn out on these very hot days. I love summer and told the kids last night I am not ready for them to go back to school. I like it when we can stay up late and watch a movie together.

I might not have a lot of money to spend on the kids and I don't own a TV. I still know that the time we spend together watching a movie on my laptop is going to be something they remember when they get old. They will know that I was there for them. I am learning all over again what is important. I just need to take the edge off a little. I don't like being upset or frustrated. It's not cool.

I am working on it.

Love,
Michelle