Shellyville Continues

Monkey in the middle

Hello Louise,

I have to say that I am not comfortable playing monkey in the middle but realize that being a good friend can put me in places I am not always happy to be.

I love my friends and I am a good friend. I care deeply for the well being of my friends but also realize that I am not always in the best state of mind to give my friends what they need.

Like good boundaries. I could never charge for my skills but wonder at times if I should. I never could do it. I have to remain a friend and never play professional therapist with my friends. I can not afford to ever jeopardize my license. I know better. I also know that I have to put some distance between my professional life and home life.

I walk that line pretty tight. I need to get off the high wire and have solid footing. I am still learning what I need for my own sanity. I might be a risk taker but not with my career. I am and will always be so very proud of my accomplishment and knowledge. I will always be a professional and I will always be crazy me.

It's a good thing!

Love,
Michelle