Shellyville Continues

What I miss?

Hello my sunny pals,

Today is a day of beauty. I finally see the sunshine and I am well rested. I will walk to church this morning and count my blessings.

I am going to be okay. I know today is special and I will always love this day and all the wonderful things that used to happen. I do miss some parts of being married.

I miss the partnership. I miss someone to hold me when I cry. I miss someone to hold my hand during a movie. I miss someone being home to help unload the groceries. I miss making dinner and eating as a family. I miss my laundry room. I don't miss my old house and I don't miss Brian as much as I thought I would.

I do miss parts of him. I miss the good times in our early marriage. I miss the dreams. I miss the fun. I know that I have been blessed with years of good memories. I have been given a chance to have a new and happier life and I am doing just that. One sweet day at a time I am making sense of it.

I never thought I wanted to get remarried but I do want to live with a man. I do because I love having someone to come home too. I love having someone to share my thoughts with. I love being part of a partnership. I hope someday I will get a second chance to have that. To build new dreams and have new memories.

Today will always be a day of beauty.

Love,
Michelle