Enga mellom fjella: where from across the meadow, poems sing from mountains and molehills. |
...remind me I'm still alive ...and that I'd better be about doing whatever it is I need or want to do. Putting it off: Color me Procrasti Nation. It's a huge country not on any map but so many of us know exactly where it is... ...wherever our butt is resting at the moment! Taking it off: Not me! I don't strip ...which is why I'm so good at poker. Basic instincts... I slept in my clothes while I had guests. Nice to sleep in less last night. Still, I make sure the drapes are closed if I'm naked. I have new neighbors... Shoving off: My due date is rapidly approaching. I'm making progress around here. Should do an entire fall calender as well as it will help me decide when to head back. Making travel plans is anxiety producing for me. The owner plugged the internet router into another outlet, one that isn't connected to my apartment. I checked. It's more vulnerable to the weather though... This means that I can turn everything off, un-plug everything, just leave the one light circuit on so the night-light shines its pretty bug-free-yellow above the stairway. That means my electric bill should be minimum while I'm gone. If it's turned off for some reason it'll only affect others with the one light. It won't affect the wireless internet. This is good. Jacking off: No comment. I'm going back to Montana where that'll be the main option to crossing my eyes. Pissing me off: Not hard to do some days but I'm getting better at letting minor things go once I vent. Today I'm not pissed off. This is good. Day isn't over but one can hope. May have surprises, some unpleasant, waiting for me in Montana, so I need to breathe and remind myself now that it just won't matter. That some things are beyond my control. Bugging off: I won't be missing the bugs. They're bugging me. Bug off! 33,639 |