Shellyville Continues

Dad would be proud!

Hello my sunny pals,

Today is my dad's birthday. I no longer celebrate it. I just remember it. The pain has eased over the last ten years and I don't feel so bad anymore when this day comes. I know I am still loved.

I know that in heaven my dad still has a connection with me. In his own kind and loving way he still guides me and is looking out for me.

I feel his pride. I am sure he is a little stunned by some of my behavior but over all I know I have his support and even his understanding. He was for many years the only man in my life. My best friend and my everything.

I will always be a daddy's girl and I will always look to men for answers. I will always seek the one relationship that reminds me the most like my father. I don't know why but I just am going to be honest about it. It's who I am.

Love,
Michelle