Drop by drop the snow pack dies, watering the arid lands below. |
I usually enjoy Sunday because it's the first day of a new week. A new week is a new beginning or that's how I normally feel, but not today. Today I'm not looking forward to the rest of the week. I feel down. Perhaps I just need some time to myself, which doesn't happen on Saturday or Sunday anymore. I have a lot to do this week and that could be the problem as well. I'm just not looking forward to doing much of anything. I don't feel well, but I don't know if the problem is physical or mental. I have to figure it out because if it's physical then I need to make an appointment with my doctor. If it's mental then I need to do something spontaneous or out of the ordinary. Perhaps my problem is a rut and I need to climb out. Maybe I need to go out to eat or to a movie. If I knew what caused the problem then I would be able to solve it by either going to a doctor or doing something else. I feel as if I'm pushing my way through a snow bank. I feel tired. I don't want to do anything except stay home and I don't think that's going to solve the problem. Perhaps I need to buy something frivolous. It's been so long since I did something like that, that I'm not sure what to buy. Unfortunately, I can't spend too much money, so it can't be very frivolous. Great now I'm putting spending limits on frivolous I think I'll post this and do some more reviews, maybe something will come to me while I'm reviewing. |