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February 20 hardest decision you've ever had to make?

February 20, 2013: What's the hardest decision you've ever had to make? Why?





I think that the hardest thing that I had to make a decision about was leaving Kentucky. I was born in Kentucky in a small town of Paintsville, July 8, 1968. I was went to school in Johnson county. I was married, had three children, and divorced all in Paintsville.





I met the man that brought me out of the hills while I was still married to a man who had left me four times for other women. J the man I met was thrown out of his home, and asked if he could move in with us. My ex-husband helped him move into the bacement. My marriage was still on the rocks when J moved with his daughters and mother. He left me with my husband and traveled to Sarasota Florida.





Months later, I finallized my divorced. I called J, and we grew with the love we had started in secret came out. I got on vacation time, babysitter, and a Greyhound ticket to Florida. I brought 31 one hundred dollar bills to find a place to live, but I just could not leave everyone I knew. After all, what if it did not work? I would be alone with three little children the oldest 11. We eventually broke up after three years of long distance love.





Three more years passed. We kept in touch. Everytime anything went wrong in his life he would call me. I knew everytime he had a fight with his other relationship or family.





Then he called me one day. He asked me if he could come live with me in Kentucky until he got on his feet. It was not long until we were back in each others arms. The first time I had a confertation with my ex-husband, I rented a truck. Then I found myself in the heaven that I longed for.





This is still heaven even if we don't last.





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