Shellyville Continues

A new mom in town!

Hello Sunshine,

Almost every day I get a phone call from Scranton. It is my son. He usually complains that he is "not feeling well" "I am tired" or "come and get me".

He is 12. I am not going to go get him. I know he is tired. I know he is not feeling well. I know that he is adjusting to some serious new medications. I know that he is changing and overwhelmed by the difference in teachers this year. I know that everything that worked for him last year, is not working this year!

I must say I love the beauty of change. I love it. I love that I don't have to baby him. I love that I am not scared of him. I love that I don't feel guilty or manipulated by his behavior. I am not even scared of Brian.

For once I am the boss. For once I can say no and I Don't care what happens. It's been a long time sense I have felt like the boss of my own life.

I am in charge of my day. I am in charge of my emotions. I am in charge of what happens and I know that everything is working out the way it is suppose too. I am on top of my game. I couldn't be happier!

Love,
Michelle