Shellyville Continues

Devils night?

Hello my sunny pals,

Why is the night before Halloween called Devils' night? I think I might have known that at one time but it escapes me today. Oh well, It's just another day in paradise.

I am giving into my demons. I am giving up the fight and am taking sleeping pills. I don't like it but know that my sleep is more important than my pride. I have to take care of my health and peaceful sleep is one of the biggest ways for me to help myself feel better.

I live in denial and I have too. It's saving my life right now and keeping me from going insane. I am one step away from losing it and knowing that I can't. I can't give in to the madness.

I must stay strong!

Love,
Michelle