Shellyville Continues

Say a prayer for me

Hello Sunshine,

It's not every week when I sleep in. It's not every Sunday that I ignore God and my ability to go to church. I am just not in the mood for some reason. I don't think skipping Church is the worse thing I can do. However, it sure does make me feel guilty.

Perhaps it has more to do with taking time for myself and my relationship with God. I could use a little of his patience and understanding at the moment. I know he loves me but does he understand? Does he get the struggle? Does he know how hard I am trying?

Some would say he is testing me. I am sure he is at some level but most of all, I am sure he is just here waiting for me to ask him for him.

Love,
Michelle