Reflections: A Book

Grief Spell

Grief Diary 120913

Haven't had one in a while, don't remember the last time.

Trigger: StarTrek Into Darkness, of all things.....

I've decided, my Dad was Spock, my Dad was part Vulcan.

Try not to say sociopath anymore....he had feelings...sometimes...feelings that later didn't seem fake, like when Brian died. But he was still selfish. Analytical. Logical when it proved in his best self interest....

I started to get sleepy.....been having vision headaches but I began to slow down...more. Then I remembered. The day, how I felt, thought I was just imagining what it would be like to write the book "My Dad was part Vulcan" then segment in a movie; delirium, lack/shutting down of emotion.....

so tired....