Shellyville Continues

Comfort and joy

Hello my sunny pals,

I am not as strong as I want to be and not as weak as I am. Yes, I let him back in. I wasn't going too. I was going to tell him goodbye and all that jazz but then I started thinking. What harm does it do me to be his friend? It brings me comfort to know him.

I can not change him. I can only accept him where he is at. I am not here to make his life better but I do because I am a wonderful person to know. I can find the humor in anything and he laughs when he is around me. We share a comfort that is rare.

I am a fool on many levels but I am content. I am doing the best I can and am grateful for the help I receive. Yes, maybe a little more would be nice but do I really need it? I am okay.

Here and NOW.

Love,
Michelle