Shellyville Continues

So I am alive...

Hello my sunny pals,

Where in the world have you been? Out shopping? Maybe dancing around the universe? Or sitting peacefully in your own misery? It's been an epic battle with Jackson. It's not over yet. I still have another week of worry ahead.

What will the school district do? Are they sure that Jackson is a threat to society or only himself? I would have to say himself. But I am his mom, I get paid to say that.

If I was the school I would be concerned. I would question every authority and that is what they are doing. I can only pray this has a positive outcome for Jackson.

Being a mom is the greatest job I have ever had. I work endlessly for positive results. I am doing the best I can but it is taking it's toll. I have lost my self-confidence. I lost my cool. I have cried endless tears. I have pushed away wonderful friends. I have shut down.

I will return to living and writing. I will return to earning money and making good decisions. I won't stay in this ugly place forever. I never can. I am far too positive and wonderful for that.

Love,
Michelle