A Book Nerd's Inner Voices

Torture

Sometimes I think we torture ourselves. Or maybe that's just me. The past, the present, dreams of the future, asleep or awake. It doesn't matter. You can always find yourself pulled into something that you wish you could just get out of.





The sad thing is, willpower would do it. I just don't have any. Where this particular character is concerned, I can apparently not stay away. Happiness is a good thing. I know it is. This is what I wanted, and it happened. So let me repeat: It. Is. Torture. And I'm doing it to myself.





Gotta love a good memory. And Valentine's Day. (Can I just say, "ugh"?)





(Sometimes you just need a place to spill your guts---even if I am being vague.)