Daily notes and timed freewrites but mostly my blog |
Okay, I am getting ready for sleep. My effort to get into a daytime schedule--btw--I am getting to bed 6 to 8 hours earlier than normal. I am tired because I basically forced myself to get up after only 4 hours sleep. I have taken a short nap interrupted by an alarm after 2 hours. I feel as if I can sleep--the question is--for how long before I'm wide awake. Hopefully, Saturday I can get up sometime around 8-9am and stay up until 10pm then go to bed and get up Easter Sunday sometime around 6 or 7am. Then if I go to bed around 9pm, I hope to be awake to get ready for my first day of dayshift on Monday. BLEH added at 7:05am Well I am awake and up. Not sure what to think about it either. I am tired but can't go back to sleep. Not used to sleeping when it is dark outside and I don't dare go back to bed until tonight. So this promises to be one hell of a long day. I only hope I can mentally function and accomplish something along the lines of writing this weekend--My job doesn't pay me enough to debilitate my leisure time like this. I feel really resentful about the whole situation right now. |