Vertago

What is it all coming to?

      Ah, the reflection in the ripples of time. I guess I'm sensitive.
      My mother told me I was. She was spooky in her prediction.
      She never missed ... One thing is constant , moms are spooky.
      I loved my mother and not so much anybody else.. Dad was
      considerate, but distant. So, what? How many people have had
      the same regrets about family?

      I look at my life as a journey , so far nothing much has popped up.
      Where will it all lead? Look, I know this is rambling dribble , but have
      you thought about Devine Providence? I have a lot of time to think about
      this.. What if everything we do has profound implications?
      Why do these crazies go ballistic and massacre bystanders?
      Maybe, I was rude to one of them and that set them off?

      There is a line of impertinence in my writing. I've often wondered
      if I'm encouraging antisocial behavior. There are so many other larger
      malevolent influences , like violent video games or violent movies...
      It seems egotistical to believe that I have any sway in the flood of
      hedonism and sardonic nihilism.. I'll bet much of the serial killings are
      related to obsessive narcissism and masturbation. Have you ever thought
      about how many times a day you are enticed?

      People are encouraged to be impulsive and the media plays on their vanity
      and avarice..  I just do not believe any good will come from this.
      This Putin guy is nuts and he might drag us into WWIII. The kid, who goes
      on a killing spree is nuts too, but on a smaller scale. They both are looking
      for power in violence. It never works for me.

      Oh well, I have no control over the whimsy of the masses.

      Tootles.