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Writing on thoughts, emotions and behaviors |
Sitting here this morning, I can finally admit that I am in love. Yep, me, G. B. Williams, is in love. I never dreamed that true love would ever come my way again. I thought that love for me had come and gone. Even thought that to have loved and lost was better than to never have loved at all. I watched as others paraded their love in front of me. I stood by as one after the other said love would surely come my way. Everyone said that maybe I should try something new. No matter what, true love kept evading me, at least that is what I thought. Then, I woke up this morning, and felt the presence of love. It was all around me, caressing me, holding me, and filling me with joy. I marveled out loud, how could this be, I am all alone. As soon as I spoke those words, my moment of love melted away. But, I knew, I knew that I was and have always been in love. My lover is sweet, gentle, understanding, and all powerful. He does not come when I want him, but never leaves me. Tender, and wonderful all the time, and shows it every day. What a lover. Puts up with my crazy moments. Even my denials. Thank you for loving me, when I did not love you. Yes, Lord, I am finally in love with you! |