Personal Journal

Fourth of July

The night, well the whole day has been enjoyable. I had a decent ride.
I have been relaxed. My morale is decent, certain entries notwithstanding. Moods are why I keep a journal.
I'm a mess.
I'm less a mess with a journal.

I need to keep it light tonight.
Laura and I watched "Lone Survivor" and I guess it affected me a bit. But I was really glad to have L because I felt really close to her when I needed to feel close to someone. I have to hang on to that. My need for human companionship was met, and by my wife, which is all the better.

I've cuddled my blind cat as much as she'll let me (which is probably more than she wants).

I'm still working on life management again. I want to be on the job hunt next week.
And what's keeping me honest on that front is that I have an outlet for myself creatively, here. Which I needed.

I'm trying to follow positive energy. Even though I couldn't tell you what 'positive energy' is.
I'm just trying to get through tonight with a smile on my face.

It is never too late to be what you might have been. -- George Eliot
Courage to start and willingness to keep everlasting at it are the requisites for success. -- Alonzo Newton Benn