Wondering about my Wanderings

Depression

I wonder what God might say about depression.

God I am depressed. I have never felt so low and wiped out. It is as if I am here without knowing why.

Depression is like a low place in the universal scope of things. Without moments of creating depression we could never know what it means to elevate and get high.

I think the high would suit me better. I will go to meet my daughter for lunch and possibly my son and grandsons.

There is a time and a place for everything. You always have choices and what you do with that freedom is the gift you have to offer others who are seeking after freedom too!

Why do I keep beating myself up and then want to blame you God?

That's a good question!

Today is a mystery. I wish I had Sweeties camera but I do not. I have opportunities to read books, play tennis, go to church.......Sabbath is rest. I need rest if I want to preach about the need for rest. God bless!
I do not think I have ever felt so confused about something I thought I knew. Maybe today is the first day to find out...........

Thank God and thank you.

amen