Wondering about my Wanderings

Sharon Left

Sharon left and I do not even know what it means. It seemed like such a silly fight as most fights go. I had just got home from work, stressed out, wondering if I could do anything right. Sharon looked at the checkbook and noticed I did not write the checks correctly and we were off to the races. She would not let it go and I let her know I did not want any more of her beating me up and she needed to leave. She left and I have not seen her since. Maybe we need time away from each other. Unfortunately I think that is a lot of the problem. I have been working extra hours and we have little or no quality time together.

Before everything blew up out of proportion, I suggested we go out to eat. We contested and she went out by herself making sure she got her phone before she left. I will head up to bed. It is the only thing I know to do. It does nothing good for me mentally. I may consider calling the crisis clinic if I can not get any sleep tonight. Life is far from normal. Everybody seems tossed aside like so much rubbish. Now what!