Enga mellom fjella

"Shut up and listen to me."

Ireland...

Wish I had the energy to get to know you.

I fear my body will shut down if I don't shut up and listen to it.

Outside 'tis a cold and rainy day. Inside I just can't...

I should be on the road to Dingle, to Cork, to somewhere. My body complains. I am going nowhere.

My mind has been swirling like this song, "Vivir mi vida", sung by Marc Anthony:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YXnjy5YlDwk

I have this urge to be back in Costa Rica. I feel estranged from everybody and everything.

It doesn't help that I finally found pictures online of a friends' family. Just makes me realize how heart-broken I am.

Like "Il pleure dans mon coeur" by Verlaine in this version of Billy Cowie:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sx-eI-VV4Gs

But I should be thankful like Mercedes Sosa:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cIrGQD84F1g

o su canción: solo le pido a Dios...

I'll have to go out in the rain eventually. I'll have to continue my journey as well. I'm just not ready yet.

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