(Letters to my brothers and others) March 2005 to May 2007. |
8-20-05 Where were you when (pick life-altering, culture changing event) happened? Was your brother in a blender; your life lived on autopilot? The questions asked usually contain the answers. Floating midnight. Drowning dusk. Television samples one percent of population. Population echoes culture. Culture becomes television that you did not invent. One more experience may provoke an experiment in failure. Failure to be the last on earth but the first to be the farthest from nowhere everywhere is success by faltering all laws of ethics and averages; in the end winning nothing more than what you have. You may not see it 'til thirty years' time. No one's making you, you don't see. Everybody is. Where were you at (random family gathering/ miscellaneous streetcrawling/ false shedding of skin) that you don't remember details out of wits' ends? Be accountable or be accounted for by statistic keepers. Your [being watched] is for your safety. It is easier to do as told before you're told and smarter ways not only become more economical, or practical, but periodically more self-satisfying. Was I just in a movie or a car crash? Did I say too long of a good night? Be that to me the wrong star I wished upon, milking me over for bad dream lived after bad dream, or the curse yet unlifted, I shall still find you out and someday align your sky properly. Your questions after they've been posed contain your answers. Once you hear yourself speak, you will already know. |