Shellyville Continues

Taste one bite at a time.

Hello Sunshine,

It's finally looking like a real summer day. It has been far too rainy in Michigan. I am loving the sunshine and looking forward to walking downtown for our street fair.

Nothing beats walking but I haven't been doing it. I have been sitting on my ass. Lazy or whatever you want to call it. I haven't been motivated to move. I haven't even had a personal dance party in like forever. Maybe I really am depressed? Jax thinks I am.

I might be. I might be slightly selfish at the moment and not motivated to care. I can live with that. I am in preservation stage. I work with such emotional people and am so overwhelmed by it that at times my body/mind shuts down. I think it's some-what healthy, but maybe I only say that to fool myself. I still need to find my balance and inner peace.

I am lonely and I need to face that. I can't keep looking in all the wrong places to find someone. I have to be enough for me. I am enough for me. Heck, I even like me. I love hanging out with me. It's just that I know deep in my heart I am meant to be shared.

Perhaps, for now sharing my words will be enough. I have to start somewhere and a very long time ago, I connected with souls on this site that feed my ego and allowed me to grow. I am going to have to put myself back out there for that to happen again.

Love,
Me