My Thoughts: when the mood strikes.

Sunday, September 13, 2015, 1:12 p.m.

         They let me go on August 28, 2015...  I am unemployed once again.  I wonder whether or not I am employable.  When I was young, everyone seemed to like me and want me.  Now that I am pushing 60, it seems to be quite the opposite and no matter how hard I try, how hard I work, I cannot seem to hold a job. 

         There is a sick place in the pit of my stomach that doesn't want to go away.  I think it is the uncertainty, the grief of feeling unwanted and unable to meet obligations.  Where do I go from here?  That is the pressing question that confronts me, day-after-day.  I am humiliated and, apparently, inadequate.  God help me.