#861641 added October 3, 2015 at 9:59am Restrictions: None
Not a happy time...
Fall has arrived and we are finally in the 60's in the morning, a little chilly but crisp and clean and welcome.
Jim's and my anniversary is coming up on the 14th, oh I miss him so much. Back in 1963 we were planning our wedding about now. Does the missing ever ease up? I think not. I have been consumed by it lately, not wanting to do much, not being very social, even contemplating dropping some things I have been doing. I know that won't be helpful and hope I get past it, just try to keep plugging away.
A friend asked me to go to the local peanut festival with her today, but I lied and said I was expecting my daughter, and this morning I felt so relieved that I hadn't agreed to go. I guess I just want to wallow .
Sorry to be such a downer. I have some things I must do so maybe that will occupy my mind for awhile...
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