Welcome To My Reality~

February Prompt #1

The prompt is:
1.If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be?

Ahhh...well I could never just pick one thing...growing up being verbally, emotionally and mentally abused,(actually I still am)...has caused me several mental health issues, which cause weight issues, which goes right along with the low self esteem that blends with the physical health issues as well...ugh...Can't change that crap I suppose...if so then I would change my lack of balls, my lack to confront or stand up to or have ANY conflict with ANY friend or family member...a stranger that runs their mouth...oh I am all over that shit running mine right back...but a friend or family member...whew my heart goes to my stomach and I feel sick thinking about conflict with them. Which is basically why I take all the shit that I do from SOOOOO many people!! I just am to scared to hurt their feelings, even when they do not care less if they hurt mine...I give people to many chances, always thinking they will change or not do whatever again..I get burned by that way of thinking more times then I would like to admit..\

Now THAT would be nice thing to change.....



Oh yea..one more thing...I would change my boobs too lol NO...not bigger...Good Lord...as it is I can give myself 2 black eyes if I jump or run...but a reduction/perk up on them would be nice! To put them back where they were BK Aka~Before Kids!~ Bahaha

Overall, I am learning, with age, to accept what I have and live life MY way and not let any of these things control ME any longer! Slowly but surly, I am catching on to that one!