Shellyville Continues

9 Years?

Hello Sunshine,

It's been an amazing 9 year journey. When I look back and remember my first day here I was so amazed at the amount of creative words on my screen. I was searching for a place to land. I needed a creative outlet for my worries. I needed to express my deepest heart. I needed to escape my own reality.

I have traveled a land of make-believe. I became a writer again. I wrote poetry from the most beautiful part of my soul. I met friends and lovers along the way.

I have walked away from writing again. I just don't put the time into it. I have no excuses. I have no one telling me to write or not to write. It's up to me and where I am at.

I am content with life at the moment and that scares me. When I get content, I get lazy. I get comfortable with the noise in my head and ignore the wonderment of adventure and love.

Love has and always will be my motivator. It will be the one element that keeps me expressing myself and dreaming. I am not in love right now. I am not even loving myself to my full potential. I have failed my broken heart. I lost my dream to care for myself.

I have changed once again and I continue to change. I want more out of my life and I need to make that happen.

One sweet beautiful moment my love will return!

Love,
Shelly