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April Prompt #23

23) How many places have you lived? What was your favorite and least favorite? If you’ve only lived one place, what are the best and worst things about it

I was raised in apartments....we moved a lot and I had to change schools several times...I hated it...I felt like I was always having to adjust and make new friends right when I started to get comfortable...we up and moved...It sucked...I got my first house when I go married and it was amazing to me to have a WHOLE house that we owned! I kept it spotless at all times..very ocd about making sure it was always perfect!

It was not easy growing up in apartments and moving all the time...I cannot remember the first 8-10 years of my life except for vague memories and stories I have been told..but from age 10 on...I remember it all...moving...struggling...

I have just now felt at home where I am with my fiance. I feel like WE have a home and it is all OURS and that to me is major...I can paint the walls, I can make new walls....I can do what I want without a landlord telling us NO!

It may seem small but to me...it means I have come further in life....which is HUGE! To have my own space...to literally call all my own...oh wow..I love it!

I feel secure here..no fear of having to move and look for another place...it is powerful and empowering at the same time! Which is something very new to me...but I am starting to accept and like it!! It is time to feel good...life is short...make it the best ever!