JACTICTATION

Model Trains and Puberty...(?)

My dad had an American Flyer train set.
It was laid out on the floor every Christmas.
I liked the smoke puff from the model switcher
and passenger line steam engines.
later on I contributed a silver express steam
puffing engine.. You put some smoke drops in
the engines stack to get the steam effect.

Any who, I liked to run the trains on the floor
of my room occasionally after Christmas.
My buddies would come over and run it too.
Virginia and Rachel liked to come over as well.
They liked to see the trains rumble over the tracks.
I'd play the train whistle box and shut the lights off.
The train's light would illuminate the room..

The girls would hug and kiss any boy in the room.
And I thought this was because of the trains.
I was nieve about puberty.
Nevertheless, I had seen a lot of romantic films .
I had also viewed my brother's Playboy magazines.
So, I asked the girls if they would get naked.
Strangely, they would go topless standing in the train set circle.

They started to dance and remove their blouses.. .
I thought about my older sister's fascination with Witch Craft.
They would draw a circle on the floor of their room and burn candles.
Then they would dance in the circle topless..
I wondered if their was something feminine about circles.
I also pondered why they did not remove all their clothes.
Perhaps, they were fearful of sex?

It seemed silly to me.
I was a nieve teenager and self conscience about nudity.
Why would a teenage girl want to expose her chicken breasts?
They weren't that much larger than my pecks...
I guess it was their fantasy..
The train rumbled around them and I played the train horn box.
The train's smoke rose about them as they danced.

Thank You American Flyer!


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