Fighting For A Life Worth Living

Day 8

Day 8 started off very well, but then my routine was interrupted and by the end of the day I was feeling restless. This restless feeling has happened before and is not new to me. Whenever I start doing well I inevitably start to panic, feeling as though something is wrong. I wonder if its due to me not eating all the time. When I'm not thinking about food or wanting to eat I don't know how to handle myself. I notice a void. I tried to avoid the numbness by taking a walk like experts recommend, although I believe that every once in a while you have too much on your mind and even a nice walk along with an opportunity to engage with others as well as receive some fresh air will simply not due.
Walking did not help me last night because I was juggling my current issue with food, in addition to being stressed out due to writers block. I have a wonderful idea for a young adult novel and the beginning scene starts with a woman in labor. Its a fantasy book so the birth doesn't have to resemble an actual birth. I want it to be a great book and the beginning has to engage readers quickly. My goal is to have the readers hooked by the first page. I will be so thankful when this chapter is finished, I should have no issues writing the rest of the book.

The Plan
Deep breaths and lots of them!