Fighting For A Life Worth Living

Day 39 - At A Loss For Words

I put all my eggs into one basket and then I ate them. I spent all my time the last couple of weeks worrying about my time at my parents house. I questioned my abilities to continue doing well while I was staying at their house, but I was very excited to return home and I ignored what might happen when I did.

It's easy to take the comfort of your own home for granite. When my husband and I go on vacation we enjoy ourselves, but we are always excited to sleep on our own bed again. Being away from my own house for a week I looked forward to returning back to a quiet lifestyle without kids as well as all the comforts my home gives me, like walking around in my underwear. My struggle is that I have been seeking comfort for the last week and all of my hard work the last couple of weeks has been anything but comfortable. I am slowly reverting into old habits. Since my return home, we have ordered pizza 2x. As you are aware of by now, ordering pizza is one of my most difficult challenges. Now I'm upset for reverting to old habits and it's time to get back on track!