THE ANGRY MAN

Train sets and Gun hobbies...

I haven't set up a train set since high school.
My buds would get drunk and run my dad's American Flyer train set.
Occasionally, we smoke some weed.

There was a murder at my high school and several sexual assaults.
The murder involved two drug dealers..
Most of my class was happy one of the drug dealers was dead.

My owned a Mauser Rifle and a Lean field rifle.
He also a Mauser hand gun with a wooden shoulder mount.
At no time did I want to fire them..

My older sister had committed suicide with a rifle.
I just cannot enjoy guns because of this.
It made me aware of the finality of death from a gun.

So, my hobbies are writing, train sets, and staying sober.
I also, enjoy aquariums..
Each fish has its own habits and water conditioning.

I can't imagine all the complexity of life without an intelligent designer.
How can simple fish know how to survive?
They are born with instincts that are not learned.

Can something come from nothing?
Where did the additional information come from?
My cat Rusty is more complex than any computer; maybe.

I'm not a fan of religion...
My dad had to prove to the Catholic Church Muara's suicide was insane.
The Catholic Church would not allow her burial on consecrated ground, otherwise.

Nevertheless, Jesus died for our sins, unless you kill yourself ...
Is that sane?
Maybe God is bigger than religion?


Reflections~I like the puff of smoke from steam engines.



Vertago