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A new year, a new blog, same mess of a writer.
#939317 added August 7, 2018 at 1:14pm
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I thought I could take it from here, the calm in the clear.
Date: 08.07.18 -- Day 86
Music: "Fallingwater" / Maggie Rogers



My last post, while intended to be the start of something, ended up being a hiatus. There were so many thoughts and emotions and words spilling out of me that I thought I would be writing up a storm. In truth, soon after that post, all of my words dried up. A well suddenly in drought. There was simply nothing to hold on to.

This isn't a formal post so much as a call up to anyone concerned. I'm still here. How here, I don't know. Personal things have been hellish. My illness has taken on a new turn in the long journey of deterioration. And through it all, I'm contemplating going back to school again, because I seem to be a person who likes pain. Oh, and this account turned 11 about a month ago.

So here I stand, trying to see if I can refill this empty well. It's a slow process. I cannot guarantee anything. But I'd like to be back. So here's to hoping that the waters will rise once more.

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