Online journal capturing the moment and the memory of moments. A meadow meditation. |
Something I do every day? It's the toss and turn, the stretch of legs, the unexpected pain, the itch. If light would only let me sleep and keep me awake by day. I try to ignore it all. Yet brain-cells won't switch off. I notice the time. Go back to sleep. Unless it's Friday. I wander into the shower 'most every day. Or twice in Costa Rica. I wash out soiled underwear, hang it up to dry. Put on clean ones. Put on clothes. Sometimes wait until I'm dry. I boil the coffee. Wait. So tempted to lie down once more. But water must be watched. The coffee must be brewed. I must be conscious when I pour it. I dare not burn myself again. After a pot I might wake up. Everyday: I wash. I rinse. Repeat. I travel to break this repetition, this rhythm of dying every day. Writing about a boring part of life isn't as easy as it sounds. Truth? 1. I wake up; I get up (sometimes two hours later). 2. Wash out my underwear. Dry it. throw it n the pile. I don't boil it any more though. 3. Eat. More at home than when I travel. 4. Use the toilet (no I'm not going to write about that, but some people don't every day). 5. Write... with few exceptions. What I don't do every day: 1. Go to sleep and sleep well. 2. Get exercise. I swear I'm allergic. 3. Get upset...often, but not every day. 4. Take photos when I'm at home; yet, almost every day when I travel. 5. Withdraw into myself. Just most everyday this past week. And maybe next. 101.911 |