What am I Doing Here?

Letting down a good friend

I got a letter from a very good friend a couple of days ago. We went to school together and graduated in the same class. She was not snobby. She was nice got everyone. I was and am honored to be a person she calls friend.
Sharon married and has a family. I hope she has been and will always be happy in her marriage. Grandchildren-yeas. Still nice-definitely. Pretty-without a doubt.
She has invited me to a trip to Wimberly to be with other girls for the weekend. I am nervous to go because it might mean that I will have to drive to her house. I am not into driving long, and I mean long distances any more.
I do not want to be unappreciative of her invitation but I feel so sappy, yucky or whatever.
So I emailed her back explaining that I am in Oklahoma now. Maybe she will understand.
More to come later.
I am so tired.
Nighty night