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Started July 1st 2019 for contests, etc. as other blogs are filling up and have other purposes. ![]() I'm starting a new blog because
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I've started an appendix (I no longer have one personally) to keep track of my Space Cadet journals for Space Blog. It's a work constantly under construction. Mind the mess.
I needed to start a folder for contests as there are so many deadlines and details to remember.
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Groan **Animated Image Unavailable** (exercise) = Exor. (observations) = obsv. (s***,shave,shower) = ss&s. (read something) = read. (comment blogs/newsfeed/notebook) = bogs. (BoyLove series on-line) = ytBL. (Thai TV BL series on GMMTV25) = tv25. (write poetry or prose) = PorP. (take a daily walk) = walk. (buy something) = shop. (take a photo) = foto. (video) = วิดีโอ. (speak Thai/Lao) = pôod. (learn Thai) Thai. (go-into-the-water) = pool. (dirty clothes) = wash. (cook something) = cook. (tidy up) = mess. (travel) = trip. (noon) = เที่ยง. (talking to ex-pats/travelers/strangers in European) = chat. (Thai teaching book) = book. (hand written journal) = jour. (contests) = test. (water) = agua. (market) = ตลาด. (WdC weekly goals challenge) = week. ฟอรั่ม (forums) = QotD, Xin8,X40w,Hook,P-Me,BcoF,![]() ![]() ![]() (scrub toes) = toes; (clean and unclutter) = neat; (Senior Center) = SCTR; 4 februar ![]() ![]() ![]() 3 februar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() 2 februar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() 1 februar 🌅 1 กุมภาพันธ์ ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() 31 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() 30 januar ![]() Objectives: missing people, next trip, clean table. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ₊˚。⋆❆⋆。˚₊ ![]() ![]() ![]() 29 januar 🌫️ 29 มกราคม 40 degrees. Frozen fog. Objectives: bank, post office, rent. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
Groan **Animated Image Unavailable** (exercise) = Exor. (observations) = obsv. (s***,shave,shower) = ss&s. (read something) = read. (comment blogs/newsfeed/notebook) = bogs. (BoyLove series on-line) = ytBL. (Thai TV BL series on GMMTV25) = tv25. (write poetry or prose) = PorP. (take a daily walk) = walk. (buy something) = shop. (take a photo) = foto. (video) = วิดีโอ. (speak Thai/Lao) = pôod. (learn Thai) Thai. (go-into-the-water) = pool. (dirty clothes) = wash. (cook something) = cook. (tidy up) = mess. (travel) = trip. (noon) = เที่ยง. (talking to ex-pats/travelers/strangers in European) = chat. (Thai teaching book) = book. (hand written journal) = jour. (contests) = test. (water) = agua. (market) = ตลาด. (WdC weekly goals challenge) = week. ฟอรั่ม (forums) = QotD, Xin8,X40w,Hook,P-Me,BcoF,![]() ![]() ![]() 28 januar ![]() Back in Montana. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() 27 januar ![]() In transit through Taiwan. Check-in at BKK was a breeze. Forgot to take out my water bottle. No problems transfering. Got home... ![]() ![]() ![]() 26 januar ![]() Bangkok/กรุงเทพฯ Relaxing. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() 25 januar ![]() Leave Udon Thani/อุดรธานี... Disastrous morning. Train ride was fine. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() 24 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() 23 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() 22 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Buffalo lost to Kansas City 24-27. 9310 |
Groan **Animated Image Unavailable** (exercise) = Exor. (observations) = obsv. (s***,shave,shower) = ss&s. (read something) = read. (comment blogs/newsfeed/notebook) = bogs. (BoyLove series on-line) = ytBL. (Thai TV BL series on GMMTV25) = tv25. (write poetry or prose) = PorP. (take a daily walk) = walk. (buy something) = shop. (take a photo) = foto. (video) = วิดีโอ. (speak Thai/Lao) = pôod. (learn Thai) Thai. (go-into-the-water) = pool. (dirty clothes) = wash. (cook something) = cook. (tidy up) = mess. (travel) = trip. (noon) = เที่ยง. (talking to ex-pats/travelers/strangers in European) = chat. (Thai teaching book) = book. (hand written journal) = jour. (contests) = test. (water) = agua. (market) = ตลาด. (WdC weekly goals challenge) = week. ฟอรั่ม (forums) = QotD, Xin8,X40w,Hook,P-Me,BcoF,![]() ![]() ![]() 21 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() 20 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I mentioned that I'm going on hiatus... probably for February. I'm worn out. Sleep, coffee, exercise... aren't helping much. Hugs would help. Feeling safe and secure would help even more. 19 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I didn't record noon temps but it got up to 91 by 5 pm. 18 januar ![]() Prajak Day Udon's color is orange. Prajak founded the city. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Emma Beddington (York) re JOY. Laughing doesn't bring me joy either. Would chickens? "The Humble Traveler" thoughts for a book. I'm not always humble. Another thought... write letters/poems for people in my past (I've done this before). Present? 17 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() 16 januar ![]() Buffalo Bills 31 - Pittsburgh Steelers 17. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() 15 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() UNDER CONSTRUCTION... To Dragon: ... "I think the darkest magic looms at noon, sucking all the joy out of life. It thrives not in dark corners of day nor night, but within the place where the heart no longer abides. And worse... there it no longer hides... but roams abroad." Darkest magic looms at noon, 7 sucking goodness out of life. 7 It survives, or better, thrives 7 not in dark corners of day nor night, 8 but within that darksome space 7 where the heart no longer abides. 8 And worse — there it no longer hides, 8 but roams abroad." 4 Darkest magic looms at noon, 7 sucking goodness out of life, 7 surviving in dark corners, 7 each day and night; 4 thrives within that darksome space 7 where hearts can no longer bide. 7 And worse — it roams abroad, 7 no longer hides. 4 Be the light Darkest magic looms at noon, sucking goodness out of life, surviving in dark corners all day and night, thrives within that darksome space where soft-hearts no longer bide. And worse — it roams abroad, no longer hides. © Copyright 2024 Kåre Enga (16.januar.2024) Final edit in "Forty-forth seven-day period of the Year 180." ![]() 9231 |
Groan **Animated Image Unavailable** (exercise) = Exor. (observations) = obsv. (s***,shave,shower) = ss&s. (read something) = read. (comment blogs/newsfeed/notebook) = bogs. (BoyLove series on-line) = ytBL. (Thai TV BL series on GMMTV25) = tv25. (write poetry or prose) = PorP. (take a daily walk) = walk. (buy something) = shop. (take a photo) = foto. (video) = วิดีโอ. (speak Thai/Lao) = pôod. (learn Thai) Thai. (go-into-the-water) = pool. (dirty clothes) = wash. (cook something) = cook. (tidy up) = mess. (travel) = trip. (noon) = เที่ยง. (talking to ex-pats/travelers/strangers in European) = chat. (Thai teaching book) = book. (hand written journal) = jour. (contests) = test. (water) = agua. (market) = ตลาด. (WdC weekly goals challenge) = week. ฟอรั่ม (forums) = QotD, Xin8,X40w,Hook,P-Me,BcoF,![]() ![]() ![]() 14 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I hope I'm done vomiting. Literally (well, figuratively too). 13 januar ![]() Children's Day - วันเด็ก ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() 12 januar ![]() My head is fuzzy. Too much stress. I need to lay down for a bit. Pan did come home but left this morning for work. It's the 'new normal'. I tried and failed regarding buying my tickets out of here. I'll be stressed until that's resolved. To Neva: "I try to walk every day. Sometimes I just go to the market like yesterday; but we also have a 'city pond' where people go after sunset. There are places to work out, places to eat, places to dance or sit. I don't wear sunscreen. I wear a hat and a long-sleeve shirt between 10-16 when the sun is beating down on us in Hot Season. Now... it's winter, so not quite as necessary for a short walk. Working in the fields though... I had ticks, chiggers and poison ivy in Oklahoma... no joke! When I'm back in Montana I'll need to figure out an exercise routine. Walking would be great but I don't think going out alone on the snow/ice would be wise. I need a walking buddy!" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() To Bobbie on FB: "My father's father was born in 1880. He was 72 the year I was born. I am 71 now. I don't remember him (he met me but I have few childhood memories) but my great uncle Eddy was born in 1874 in Sweden. When they say "unto the seventh generation" they are not jesting. Gen Z is not an example of "spontaneous generation". They are built upon the good and bad judgments of their forefathers. In the past that would be their linear heritage or the village they grew up in. Nowadays they draw from the Global Village and K-Pop can be as influential as European or American music. 1970 may as well be as ancient as the Civil War. 1917 = WW1 in White-Eurocentric circles. 1918 = pandemic (important in my mother's family). But Jim Crow was in force and Native Americans didn't dare step off the Reservation. Different histories, some forgotten, some still healing from the scars." 11 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() To NormaJean: "I edited my un-posted "Dear Me" letter. NO resolutions, just an inner dialogue between my suggestions and my reluctance to follow them. Very real... in some ways. I try to go for a walk every day. I keep track of this in Porthole. The problem arises when I'm back in Montana. A long walk on a bone-cold day? Not to forget those 42 steps going down... and then back up. I guess I could skip a couple going up if I'm careful. I'm more concerned about falling down them. Even Missoula will be chilled. -12 tomorrow; never going above 0 on Saturday. I hope my place will be okay. There's nothing I can do from here. I made sure my windows were shut. The winds will be coming down Hellgate Canyon from the north-east, but my windows face south. And winds under 9 mph. 10 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() The simple yet easily overlooked "garbage can" may be too common... kinda like sending dandelions in May to someone in Michigan. They'll just send a gazillion back. In Thailand "durian" will do. It's a beloved, tasty and, sometimes expensive, fruit but few people like the odor and hotels and means of transport ban it. "burning fields" may be too general or uncommon. The sugarcane and corn fields put soot in the air and it can become unbreathable. Air pollution is a real problem outside of rainy season. Bangkok and Chiang Mai are to be avoided. It comes with a tingling of the eyes and a cough. "Pittsburgh 1960" is a very old scent, only evoking 'fond' memories of former generations (age 65+) of the black skies of factory towns across the USA. It comes with black dust that clings like glitter and dulls everything it touches... and won't wash off. But... the deluxe package comes with a recording of the steam engines running the tracks of the Pennsylvania Railroad. And that may make it a best seller among the lung cancer crowd. 9 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Pan didn't oversleep. Some days he cannot get up before noon. At noon he went to work. And he told me what he was doing, said goodbye and even mentioned a time to come back! His lack of respect has been driving me mad. At least today went well... so far. 8 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() To Sharon West on FB: "One of the secrets of gracefully getting older is seeing the mundane in new ways. I'm seldom bored observing the ever-changing world around me." 9176 |
Groan **Animated Image Unavailable** (exercise) = Exor. (observations) = obsv. (s***,shave,shower) = ss&s. (read something) = read. (comment blogs/newsfeed/notebook) = bogs. (BoyLove series on-line) = ytBL. (Thai TV BL series on GMMTV25) = tv25. (write poetry or prose) = PorP. (take a daily walk) = walk. (buy something) = shop. (take a photo) = foto. (video) = วิดีโอ. (speak Thai/Lao) = pôod. (learn Thai) Thai. (go-into-the-water) = pool. (dirty clothes) = wash. (cook something) = cook. (tidy up) = mess. (travel) = trip. (noon) = เที่ยง. (talking to ex-pats/travelers/strangers in European) = chat. (Thai teaching book) = book. (hand written journal) = jour. (contests) = test. (water) = agua. (market) = ตลาด. (WdC weekly goals challenge) = week. (National Blog Post Month) NBPM. 7 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I received a couple of achievement badges for posting daily. I know... it's a bad habit. To Tracker: "Honey Bun! "Ode to a Honey Bun" I love your form, your lusciousness that never finds fault with me. I'd love you for... Any ode to a honey bun will not last past three lines. Maybe not as long as it takes to warm it up. ![]() I ate a pork and cucumber sandwich today... because I had a craving for cucumbers and I needed to use up the pork. My coffee would go good with a honey bun... just saying." To Steven: "I'll never win a popularity contest. "Porthole" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Slow: 1 mindful eating. 2 long walks. 3 tech-free evenings. 4 quality consumption. 5 growing your own food. 6 slow travel. 7 nature baths. 20-5-3 rule. 8 chasing? skills. 9 playing. 10 reading. 11 starting a ritual. 12 daydreaming. 12 "Slow Living" Strategies That Will Increase Your Longevity, by Tanner Garrity. 6 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() To Joey: "Joey's Ready for the Hunt I see X a lot (I won't join), and find TikTok amusing and sometimes educational as it informs me as to how people think and respond. I call people out on TikTok... a lot. "Ignorance, Thy Name is Human." MSN usually highlights the Legacy Media, as you put it. But... only in English. And it mostly ignores Al Jazeera, Le Monde, Deutche Welle. My cellphone knows I'm in Thailand so I get news from East, Southeast, South Asia and Australia, especially if it involves tourism or money as both are highly valued and commented upon in Thailand. Personally, I post real (non-AI) pictures and try to explain local life on the ground. I'm not a tourist agent. So... you're more likely to hear about the downside of traveling from me. That said, people are landing in jail and being threatened and deported for posting reality or sharing their opinion. This has happened in Thailand, Malaysia, Hong Kong... As for your comment about consensus. I concur. Lack of communication and the unwillingness of folks with opinions to admit that they have NO experience... (and could be wrong) leads to folks talking past each other about things they know little to nothing about." To SM: "It's been an okay week. I 'caved' and plans for where I go next remain to be done. I'm mired in quicksand. However, I did start sorting through clothes and have some ready to be packed, some set aside to be ready for when I come back, and others to be offered to Pan, gifted or discarded. I received disturbing news about where I live in Montana (will I be forced to move) but friends that live there haven't indicated that there's a problem yet. I'm confident that if I tackle my 'leaving' chores every day for a week I won't be overwhelmed." Pan came and went while I was outside. He left KFC for me. I miss him. 5 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() lookmaxxing... musclemaxxing... smellmaxxing... softmaxxing... "Instead of teaching people to accept themselves, looksmaxxers and softlooksmaxxers rank each other based on harsh and arbitrary standards, teaching each other never to be satisfied by their natural appearances. To make matters worse, studies by mental health experts suggest that, compared to women, men are less likely to seek therapy or treatments for issues pertaining to their self-image or low self-esteem. Jawlines, canthal tilts, and eye shapes: it's a never-ending pursuit, a mew-athon race to the bottom." https://www.businessinsider.com/looksmaxxing-softmaxxing-mewing-self-improvement... How about: bookmaxxing, wordmaxxing, rhymemaxxing... workmaxxing. Where maxxing means "to the max" or "obsessed with" https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/technology/you-don-t-need-everything-you-want/ar-... 4 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() One goal is to do 1500 in 30 minutes. That takes focus and a decent pace. Some days I'm too tired, too distraught (yesterday), too unfocused (frequent) or interrupted. There are days that just getting out of bed is a victory. I do better in Thailand but I still struggle. Side-note: managed to fall out of bed today. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() To Bobbie: "I left because the door was open, said the cat. But why, replied the shaking human." (But why didn't you close it? But it's scary out there! How can you be so brave?) 3 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() To Crab: "I wrote poetry because... that's what spewed forth. I got better at it with time. I wrote a journal. I blogged. Both of those activities are old fashioned now. I wrote some flash fiction, vignettes, short stories, and chapters. Short suits me. I never marketed nor monetized my writing. My Muse still works but snoozes more than before. I feel like I'm in my final chapter and fading." To Nikola: "I've visited with a couple from Slovenia the past three days. They have a French Press they bought in New Zealand. I could get one here... but I don't really need one. I use an electric kettle and instant 3in1 packets. A frappuccino at Starbucks costs 140 baht; a latte at Amazon 70. My packets cost about 4 baht each. Coffee can be cheap or expensive. I prefer cheap. To provide perspective: average daily base-salary is 300-400 baht. I'm careful around dogs here and cats are careful around strangers. I do get to pet one occasionally though. No pets are allowed in the condos. ![]() To TJ: "Blogville used to be a communal place, kinda like a pub in Cork. Alack... it's old-fashioned and fallen out of favor to drive-by coffee kiosks and fancy cookie-cutter sit-down-and-hide-behind-your-ipad frappuccino-fueled fortresses (different city = same-same). We have plenty of monkeys in Thailand. They aren't allowed inside. Wordsmitty ✍️ is one of the few WDC members who comment on blogs. I'd say 50% of my blog comments are his. If he lived in Ireland I'd exclaim, "He seems to visit every pub in town." Milk and Cookies — Fan Fiction 2 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() "Let's be Fruity!" ![]() ![]() "You are a fun-loving, playful person. You can be a bit of a flirt at times, though your heart is true and you genuinely care about others." "January 1-5. Emotional survival." ![]() I need to take a deep breath and stand my ground. But first... I need to decide what ground I'm standing on. Beyond that. Keep up daily routines and decide whether I will visit a friend this week or next. Make plans to leave. This entails booking flights, uncluttering and beginning packing. More decisions. I'd rather curl up and sleep after a restless night. To Tracker: "Twenty-twenty-four... I have the expectation that I will travel more. But, although I can dream, I have no concrete plans yet. 2022 was a disappointment and scary. 2023 was settling into a place that didn't nurture parts of me that were thirsty. I have no writing goals. I'll set those at New Year's 181 on the Spring Equinox. But... I'll probably write most every day. I'll probably blog most every day. They've become 'bad habits'." To Annette: "glass bottles of grown up water ![]() I made a list of January contests so I'll be reminded. Lots of decisions to make as I may be moving out temporarily or permanently. And who knows what awaits me in Montana. Pan put a dark-brown wig on me and colored my moustache and eyebrows. I looked ghastly. I had seen the fireworks here at midnight ICT and by noon ICT when they were uncorking those glass bottles of grown up water in NYC... I had finished two entries for WDC contests. The 12 hour difference has to be negotiated; I won this time." 1 januar ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() New minimum is 1200. New range 1200-1800 with a daily objective of 1500 in 30 minutes. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() JANUARY CONTESTS: "StAG Firebox - Closed for judging!" ![]() "The LGBT Writing Contest - re-opens May!" ![]() "The Bard's Hall Contest" ![]() "Senior Center Forum" ![]() "Tales Shown, Not Told Discussion Forum" ![]() "The Higher Ratings Contest" ![]() "Dear Me: Official WDC Contest" ![]() "Invalid Item" ![]() "First and Second Chance Poetry Contest" ![]() "Hook of the Book" ![]() "Share Your Faith" ![]() "Roots & Wings Contest" ![]() 9102 |