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Screaming in frustration as the words deny their existence. What made me think I could write. |
| Had X-ray and CT scan. I have scoliosis and have suffered from sciatic pain down the left leg for 5 years now. Doctors actually ran some tests at last and discovered "hmmmn maybe there is a reason for you to complain". Lumbar discs 1 - 5 are disintegrating and causing pressure against the three main nerves that run down the leg. At least I know now that I am not just a raving hyperchondriac. |
| Who am I fooling. I don't have the talent to put down on paper, or at least on keyboard, the stories that float through my mind. I am sitting here looking at "dragonscout", knowing exactly where I want the story to go but have NO idea how to get there. I can see it unfolding visually, the message just aint reaching the fingers. I have the whole story running through my mind, constantly, right down to the finishing sentence, but do ya think it will come out. Noo, that would be to much to ask! This damn story is all I think about. I wake up in the morning and edit it. I scribble notes and images down on the bus trip to work. I dream the whole story each and every night. It still wont come out ! I am so frustrated. |
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