Gratitude breaks the spell of Writers Block |
Staring at a blank page is like staring into a snowfield. The snow, untouched by civilization and unmarked by living creatures, blinds you for a few minutes, it glistens reflecting subtle shades of pure white and rainbows at odd angles. If you stare at the snow too long, you get lost in the interplay of light and shadow. As the day wears on, you become awestruck at the beauty of the snow's perfection. You marvel at the way an oak tree cast its ebony shadow across the pure white snow. You watch the tree's shadow change, grow and shrink, as Earth turns and the sun moves from morning to evening. If you stand out in the snow too long without moving, you risk snow bite or freezing. If you are fortunate, a red fox will walk across your line of sight. The fox will leave his footprints written in the snowfield. As you watch the fox move, the spell holding you in one spot staring at the snow is broken. You are free to go inside out of the cold and out of danger. I must say, writing 500 words a day isn't difficult, unless I'm attempting to write on a single subject. On Monday, October 28, 2013, I began posting my weekly goals at "Weekly Goals" . On Tuesday, October 29, 2013 I began keeping track of may accomplished goals in this journal. "O SON OF BEING! Bring thyself to account each day ere thou art summoned to a reckoning; for death, unheralded, shall come upon thee and thou shalt be called to give account for thy deeds." Bah'u'll'h The Hidden Words of Bah'u'll'h, Part I.'From the Arabic, #31, page 11 'Heinlein's Rules for Writers Rule One: You Must Write Rule Two: Finish What Your Start Rule Three: You Must Refrain From Rewriting, Except to Editorial Order Rule Four: You Must Put Your Story on the Market Rule Five: You Must Keep it on the Market until it has Sold' Robert A. Heinlein It is enjoined upon every one of you to engage in some form of occupation, such as crafts, trades and the like. We have graciously exalted your engagement in such work to the rank of worship unto God, the True One. Ponder ye in your hearts the grace and the blessings of God and render thanks unto Him at eventide and at dawn. Waste not your time in idleness and sloth. Occupy yourselves with that which profiteth yourselves and others. Thus hath it been decreed in this Tablet from whose horizon the day-star of wisdom and utterance shineth resplendent. Baha'u'llah, Tablets of Baha'u'llah Revealed After the Kitab-i-Aqdas, Pages 21-29: gr 32 I changed the way I did entries in this book several times. Beginning on March 21, 2018 the entries will cover the topics of spiritual, inspirational, and religions. However, the genres it will be under are Women's, Inspirational, and Spiritual with a tag of Religious. |
Kamal (Perfection), 1 Sharaf (Honor) 175 B.E. - Monday, December 31, 2018 Feast of Sharaf Birth of a Poem1 Sometimes, the verses are born fully formed ready to be written in black words on white paper. Most time, I see their conception, nurture them through the embryonic stage and bring them forth into reality. Gratitude List for 1 Sharaf Today I am thankful... ...for the Christmas cookies I had to go with my coffee this morning. ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. ...for the vegetable omelet and apple juice I had for lunch. ...that I have 4,226,612 GPs in my Gift Points account. ...for the Chili dogs we had for supper. Footnotes |
Jamal (Beaury), 19 Masa’il (Questions) 175 B.E. - Sunday, December 30, 2018 Blessing or Curse2 Memory can be a blessing or a curse; it depends on us. We can dwell on bad recollections and be unhappy. Or we can focus on good memories and be happy. Gratitude List for 19 Masa’ill Today I am thankful... ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn. ...for the Christmas cookies I have to go with my coffee this morning. ...that I have 4,219,037 GPs in my Gift Points account this morning. ...for the BBQ chicken we had for lunch. ...that I found two more of my mother's poems: "String of Pearls" and "Night Adventure" . ...for the Arizona sweet tea I had to drink with my lunch. ...that I still have some chocolate covered cherries to eat before I go to sleep tonight. Facebook Status Update I made my To Do List for the first quarter of 2019. I may or may not change it on March 21. I will review it during the Baha'i Fast to see if I'm still excited about it. Footnotes |
Iatiqlall (Independence), 17 Masa’il (Questions) 175 B.E. - Friday, December 28, 2018 Key to Success3 See the end in the beginning Visualize the completed goal before you start. Gratitude List for 17 Masa’ill Today I am thankful... ...for the Christmas cookies I had to go with my coffee this morning. ...that I have 975 points in my Survey Spot account. ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. ...that the #10.00 from MySurvey hit my PayPal account today. Jalal (Glory), 18 Masa’il (Questions) 175 B.E. - Saturday, December 29, 2018 Knowledge4 Knowledge Begins with God His Manifestation Is the focal point of mankind's Knowledge Gratitude List for 18 Masa’ill Today I am thankful... ...that my SSI check hit the bank today. Since Tuesday, January 1, is a holiday, the check hit the bank today. ...for the Christmas cookies I had to go with my coffee this morning. ...that I have $14.00 in my Send Earnings account. ...for the beef roast, potatoes, green beans, and apple sauce I had for breakfast today. Footnotes |
Istijlal (Majesty), 16 Masa’il (Questions) 175 B.E. - Thursday, December 27, 2018 Universal Melody5 Life is an echoing melody, Reverberating through the Universe; God is the unseen player, Of the instrument of evolution. Goals for 2019 Reevaluate in March 2019 Submit each week to "I Write in 2019" . Respond to "Invalid Item" prompts in "Welcome to My Life" each week. Write 200 poems to celebrate the 200th Anniversary of the Bab and place them in "Bicentenary Poems and Prose" . Include a birth in one or more stories submitted to contests. See "Action/Adventure Newsletter (December 19, 2018)" . Set up editing schedule and deadline (at least one day before the Monday specific newsletter is due) for upcoming news letters. Respond to, at least, 20 prompts for "30-Day Blogging Challenge ON HIATUS" , "Blogging Circle of Friends " , and/or "Blog City ~ Every Blogger's Paradise" each month. The responses will be in "I Blog Poetry and Prose" Respond to "Invalid Item" Topic of the Week each week. Do a better job of keeping track of my finances by checking my bank account every day. Place holder for anything else that occurs in 2019 that I have to deal with. Dates of Celebration and Commemorations in 2019 Ayyám-i-Há February 26-March 1 Naw-Ruz March 21 Ridvan April 21-May 2 First Day of Ridvan April 21 Ninth Day of Ridvan April 29 Twelfth Day of Ridvan May 2 Declaration of the Bab May 24 Ascension of Baha'u'llah May 29 Martyrdom of the Bab July 10 Birth of the Bab October 29 Birth of Baha'u'llah October 30 Day of the Covenant November 26 Ascension of 'Abdu'l-Baha November 28 Footnotes |
'Idal (Justice), 15 Masa’il (Questions) 175 B.E. - Wednesday, December 26, 2018 Unsheathed Claws6 Claws of dawn penetrate day's closed eyelids drawing the scarlet hue of morning. Gratitude List for 15 Masa’ill Today I am thankful... ...for the Christmas cookies I had to go with my coffee this morning. ...that I have 4,214,812 GPs in my Gift Points account this morning. ...that I have 282 points in MySurvey account. ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. ...for Ginger Ale. Goals for 2019 Reevaluate in March 2019 Submit each week to "I Write in 2019" . Respond to "Invalid Item" prompts in "Welcome to My Life" each week. Write 200 poems to celebrate the 200th Anniversary of the Bab and place them in "Bicentenary Poems and Prose" . Include a birth in one or more stories submitted to contests. See "Action/Adventure Newsletter (December 19, 2018)" . Set up editing schedule and deadline (at least one day before the Monday specific newsletter is due) for upcoming news letters. Respond to, at least, 20 prompts for "30-Day Blogging Challenge ON HIATUS" in January. The responses will be in "I Blog Poetry and Prose" Respond to "Invalid Item" Topic of the Week each week. Do a better job of keeping track of my finances by checking my bank account every day. Footnotes |
Fiḍál (Grace), 14 Masa’ill (Questions) 175 B.E. - Tuesday, December 25, 2018 The Universe7 Cosmic mirror Reflecting the Creator's glory To the world of matter Gratitude List for 14 Masa’ill Today I am thankful... ...that I received two more merit badges on Monday evening. ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn. ...that it rained this morning, and there is snow on Mount Charleston. ...for the box of Christmas cookies I received for my birthday-Christmas present. ...that I have 4,179,462 GPs in my Gift Points account. ...for the box of chocolate covered cherries I have for evening snacks. Footnotes |
Kamal (Perfection), 13 Masa’il (Questions) 175 B.E. - Monday, December 24, 2018 Unity Meditation8 One planet Encased in a shell of oxygen Floats in an ocean of cold hydrogen swarms the the constituents of One race Gratitude List for 13 Masa’il Today I am thankful... ...that I received several community notes and merit badges wishing me a Happy Birthday. ...that I have 41,500 points in my YouGov account. ...that my sister's check came today. ...that I've been able to add poems to "Devotional Poetry" , "Poem Experiments" , and "Memories of Snow" . ...that I had Arizona Southern Style Sweet Iced Tea to go with my bean soup for lunch. Footnotes |
Jalal (Glory), 11 Masa’il (Questions) 175 B.E. - Saturday, December 22, 2018 Love's Secret Garden9 Love has a secret garden Where the flowers of eternity grow I walk through this garden I inhale the fragrance of faith Roses open in the light of morning Close as the sun sets in the west Sleep comes on cats’ feet Gratitude List for 11 Masa’il Today I am thankful... ...that I finished and submitted my next edition of the fantasy newsletter. ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn. ...that Heidie and her children brought Christmas gift bags to De and me today. Jamal (Beaury), 12 Masa’il (Questions) 175 B.E. - Sunday, December 23, 2018 Meditation on Life in the Universe10 Matter's spiral connects gender to gender, forming the double helix that connects generation to generation. Life is a spiral ascending the ladder of evolution; ring by ring Being climbs out of the mire of matter. Nebula by nebula planetary systems condense: are born into the realm of matter. Star by star life forms advance: climb the spiral of evolution. Gratitude List for 12 Masa’il Today I am thankful... ...that I signed up for the January official month on "30-Day Blogging Challenge ON HIATUS" . ...that I have $13.95 in my Send Earnings account. ...that I was able to post, at least, one poem to my books "Poem Experiments" , "Memories of Snow" , and "Devotional Poetry" today. ...that I have $35.66 in my Vindale Research account. ...that I have grape juice with my lunch today. ...that I have 4,136,667 GPs in my Gift Points account. ...that I could have $10.00 sent to my PayPal account from MySurvey account. I have 182 points left in this account. ...that I have some new trinkets for my collection. Footnotes |
Istijlal (Majesty), 9 Masa’il (Questions) 175 B.E. - Thursday, December 20, 2018 Prayer Suggestion11 When you pray Pray with sincerity Believing your prayer answered. Gratitude List for 9 Masa’il Today I am thankful... ...that I had $10.00 in my PayPal that I could transfer to my Bank of America checking account. ...for the home brewed sweet ice tea I had with my lunch. ...that I have 4,124,167 GPs in my Gift Points account. Iatiqlall (Independence), 10 Masa’il (Questions) 175 B.E. - Friday, December 21, 2018 Friday: A Poem12 Freya's day; the sixth day of creation; Independence; weeks flower closing; Thank God it’s Friday; workweek ends; A wilted bloom in love’s garden; An echo in the corridors of time; Vesper day of the universe; joy; Evening song of the workweek; Looking forward to the weekend. Freedom’s echo; autumn song of the week. Gratitude List for 10 Masa’il Today I am thankful... ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. ...that the $10.00 from PayPal hit my checking account today. ...that I have 40,900 in my YouGov account. ...that I have 965 points in my Survey Spot account. ...that I received a holiday card from runningwolf04. ...that I found another one of my Mother's poems. This is a second version of The Rose. I put it in "My Mother's Poems" "The Rose: Version Two" . Footnotes |
‘Idal (Justice), 8 Masa’il (Questions) 175 B.E. - Wednesday, December 19, 2018 Forward Movement13 Each day I journey toward a distant crest, Only at sunset do I dare rest, A moment of pray before moving on Step by step I advance toward my goal. Gratitude List for 8 Masa’il Today I am thankful... ...for the chocolate chip cookies I had with my coffee this morning. ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. ...for the home brewed sweet iced tea I had with my lunch today. ...that I have $35.33 in my Vindale Research account. ...that I found more of my mother's poems to put in "My Mother's Poems" . My response to the question "What do you want to write in 2019?" in "Action/Adventure Newsletter (December 19, 2018)" . At this point, I have made three writing goals for 2019, one of them is general and two are specific. The general writing goal is (1) participate in "I Write in 2019" , which will give me room to include a birth in one or more of my contest entries. The specific goals are (1) participate in "Invalid Item" and (2) write 200 poems to commemorate the 200th Anniversary of the Birth of The Bab. I will place the commemorative poems in "Bicentenary Poems and Prose" . Footnotes |
Kamal (Perfection), 6 Masa’il (Questions) 175 B.E. - Monday, December 17, 2018 Reflection: A Poem About the Bab14 The reflection of God The Bab proclaimed a new day God’s Kingdom on Earth. Gratitude List for 6 Masa’il Today I am thankful... ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. ...that I have 935 point in my Survey Spot account. ...that I signed up for the January "Invalid Item" with "Welcome to My Life" . ...that I have five Editor's Picks for my upcoming Fantasy Newsletter. Fiḍál (Grace), 7 Masa’ill (Questions) 175 B.E. - Tuesday, December 18, 2018 Tranquility15 I intone prayers God’s Greatest Name echoes Through a tranquil house Gratitude List for 7 Masa’il Today I am thankful... ...that I finished Preparing for Christ New Name by A;ex Gottdank today. ...that I received a merit badge for Honorable in Shadows and Light poetry contest for "Odor of Sorrow" . ...that I have $34.23 in my Vendale Survey account. ...that I have 945 points in my Survey Spot account. ...that I have 4,121,017 GPs in my Gift Points account. ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. Footnotes |
Jamal (Beaury), 5 Masa’il (Questions) 175 B.E. - Sunday, December 16, 2018 Coffee Meditation16 Coffee hot and black The fragrance of dawn’s light Wakes body and mind. Gratitude List for 5 Masa’il Today I am thankful... ...that I joined "I Write in 2019" . I'm looking forward to writing and reviewing in 2019. ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. ...that I was able to go Devotional Service at the Baha'i Center today. ...that I was able to mention the name of Baha'u'llah and answer the questions of the paratransit bus driver when we arrived at the Baha'i Center. ...for the pumpkin pie I had for my evening snake. ...that my internet connection has not went down today. Footnotes |
Jalal (Glory), 4 Masa’il (Questions) 175 B.E. - Saturday, December 15, 2018 Proclamation of Faith17 Baha’u’llah, The Glory of God, The one promised In all the sacred scriptures. Gratitude List for 4 Masa’il Today I am thankful... ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. ...that I was able to submit Week 52 entry for "I Write in 2018": "My Candle: To Baha'u'llah" ...for the Arizona ice tea I had with my evening meal. ...that I finished a Ravenfly poem for "~ The Poet's Place Cafe~" : "My Candle: To Baha'u'llah" ...for the blue Christmas lights De put up on the outside of the living room window. Christmas lights bring back memories of my childhood. Footnotes |
Istijlal (Majesty), 2 Masa’il (Questions) 175 B.E. - Thursday, December 13, 2018 Dissipating Worry18 Weary of worry I intone God’s Most Great Name Dark clouds dissipate. Gratitude List 2 Masa’il Today I am thankful... ...that my Bank of America Checking account is not overdrawn today. ...that we received our mailbox key last night, so I don't have to wait for the postal delivery persons to deliver the mail. ...that my SSI has increased for the coming year. ...that my Social Security has increased for the coming year. Iatiqlall (Independence), 3 Masa’il (Questions) 175 B.E. - Friday, December 14, 2018 Scent of Meditation19 I meditate upon a picture of Abdu’l-Baha, Servant of the Glory And inhale the scent of roses Gratitude List 3 Masa’il Today I am thankful... ...for the ability to say no, when my I'm uncomfortable about doing something I'm asked to do. ...for MyGait technical support because they help solve a computer related problem or give me good advice on how to solve it. ...that I remembered to post my updated to "Weekly Goals" . ...that I have 4,118,617 GPs in my Gift Points account. ...that I was able to activate to portal to pay my rent online. ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. Footnotes |
‘Idal (Justice), 1 Masa’il (Questions) 175 B.E. - Wednesday, December 12, 2018 Feast of Questions Earth's Pain20 Listen carefully You can hear Earth’s scream echoing Off the tops of mountains. Listen to her agony As mountain tops are removed To feed corporation’s bottom line. Listen as her pain Reverberates Through atmosphere and mantel, As her children Obedient to the gods of greed Behead her mountains And fracture her stone hard bones. Gratitude List for 1 Masa’il Today I am thankful... ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. ...that I have 915 points in My Survey account. ...that I have over 40,000 points in my YouGov account. ...that we were able to pay part of the deposit on this apartment this month. ...that we received a copy of the lease today. ...that we received the keys to the mail box today. ...that I was able to do some reviews today. Footnotes |
Kamal (Perfection), 18 Qawl (Speech) 175 B.E. - Monday, December 10, 2018 Summer Memories: Echoes21 Fighter jets echo Their contrails reflect the sun, Tourist look up, While locals smile Remembering we live close To an Air Force base. Gratitude List for 18 Qawl Today I am thankful ... ...that I received my new smartphone today. ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. Fiḍál (Grace), 19 Qawl (Speech) 175 B.E. - Tuesday, December 11, 2018 Depression Versus Happiness22 Depression weary My soul desires happiness The Glory of God Gratitude List for 19 Qawl Today I am thankful ... ...that my false teeth didn't break when I dropped them in the sink this morning. ...that when I call someone in my smartphone phone book, I can just type in the name and it will find the number. I don't have to copy all the number from my old phone to my new phone. I am going through the same provider, so the numbers were saved to a cloud. ...that I have 905 points in my Survey Spot account. ...that I received the Christmas letter from Grateful Jess . ...that I have 1,382 points in My Survey account. ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. ...that I have 4,081,862 GPs in my Gift Points account. ...that we have electricity in this apartment. ...that I have $13.72 in my Send Earnings account. Footnotes |
Jamal (Beaury), 17 Qawl (Speech) 175 B.E. - Sunday, December 9, 2018 His Light: To Baha'u'llah23 His light grows brighter each year Reflected from the souls Of His lovers Gratitude List for 17 Qawl Today I am thankful... ...that we have electricity in this apartment. ...that I have 1,082 point in My Survey account. ...that I was able to color my hair today. ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. ...that I have $27.36 in my Inbox Dollars account. ...that I have four editors picks for my next fantasy newsletter. ...that I was able to review two newbie items today. ...that I have $10.00 in my PayPal account. ...that I have 4,079,395 GPs in my Gift Points account. Footnotes |
Jalal (Glory), 16 Qawl (Speech) 175 B.E. - Saturday, December 8, 2018 Summer Memories: Early Morning24 Hazy blue morning Birds fly from tree to tree Rising temperatures I was going to make separate gratitude lists for each day I was offline. I changed my mind, and decided to put the most important things into one long list today. I may have other things listed in my pen and paper journal, which will remain in the journal until I catch up with the reviews, writing, and transcribing poems into "Devotional Poetry" and "Poem Experiments" . Gratitude List for 16 Qawl Today I am thankful... ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn. ...that I have $64.67 in my Google Adsense account. ...that I have 1,036 points in my Opinion Rewards account. ...that I have 875 points in my Survey Spot account. ...that we have electricity in this apartment. ...that, while I was offline, I received a Christmas-Birthday card fro Bikerider . ...that, while I was offline, I received a Christmas card from Emily . ...that, while I was offline, I received a Christmas card from queenkissy. ...that, while I was offline, I received a Birthday card from Elfin Dragon-finally published . ...that today I received a Thank You card from ~Minja~ . ...that I received my prescriptions for both of my prescription eye drops today. Footnotes |
Istiqlal (Independence), 15 Qawl (Speech) 175 B.E. - Friday, December 7, 2018 Winter Dawn25 White wings reflect dawn A dove flies past my window Black velvet turns blue Gratitude List for 15 Qawl Today I am thankful... ...that I have 815 points in my Survey Spot account. ...that i have 39,300 points in my YouGov account. ...that I received a merit badge for reviewing in November. ...that I will be editing the spiritual newsletter full time beginning in February 2019. ...that I have a response from "Spiritual Newsletter (December 5, 2018)" to put in the response from the reader's section of my first full time spiritual newsletter. ...that we have electricity in this apartment. ...that my bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. ...that I was able to submit my Week 51 entry to "I Write in 2018" . Footnotes |
Istijlal (Majesty), 14 Qawl (Speech) 175 B.E. - Thursday, December 6, 2018 Sometimes26 Sometimes I get tired of being me I just want to be A woman who is free Unencumbered by responsibility. Sometimes I don’t want to be me I want to act irresponsibly And to on a spending spree. Gratitude List For 14 Qawl Today I am thankful... ...that I was able to enter Round 123 of "The Prompt Me Contest" with "You moved into a house you just purchased. While cleaning the attic you find a cremation urn containing someone's ashes." ...that my Bank of America checking account is not overdrawn today. ...that I was able to submit a response to today's Question of the Day. My response is Three Questions: 1. Is it better to apologize to your significant other with flower, candy, or both? 2. If you had a chance would you want to colonize Mars? 3. Love, joy, faith, and hope, do you have a personal definition for one or more of these emotions? ...that I have a landline, because my smartphone died today and I won't be getting a new one for 7-10 days. ...that we received a new refrigerator today. Footnotes |