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It's time for me to start fresh |
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nothIn terms of stability, I recognize that I may not be the most stable. Today, I lose someone who I considered a friend. We have similar disorders, and she has the gall, after the things I've done for her time and time again, to disrespect me, and flat out insult me. This just makes me wonder about the quality of the friends we choose to be around. I'll be the first to admit I have attachment and abandonment issues. Which is why today, I take a step in removing the toxins from my life, starting with the people who've taken advantage, disrespected and hurt me. I give people chance, after chance, after chance to change. To do the right thing. Maybe that makes me a doormat. Today, that changes. I've always felt as if I'm constantly fighting. Fighting with parents, friends, teachers, myself. I get tired of the fight. Sometimes, it feels as though nothing comes of it. I'm going to make something come out of my fighting. No more screaming and tears for nothing. |
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