Entries for the seasonal construct cup poems!~ |
A place where to keep all of my entries for this 30 day adventure...this should be a VERY interesting collection of poetry and I am looking forward to seeing how I do with this challenge and how much I learn and grow throughout this journey! |
Deep within my mind chaos explodes Emotions overflowing total loss of control Tainted blood pumping through my broken heart Battling the voices residing in my head Evil threats spewing from their cruel lips Sharing my body residing as one Waves of pain unstoppable force Being helpless will teach inner strength This invisible illness is slowly killing me No signs of being sick looking just fine They don't understand inside you are dying A prisoner of the demons dwelling in my head Searching the darkness seeking out help There is no cure for what I have Learn how to cope and manage Lifelong struggle every day Fighting my own fight A wisp of roses wafting freshly in the air |
Warmly inviting this table with chairs passed on to me by my hero my daddy a treasured gift special value it contains sitting here now eyes roaming out the window easy to become lost in thoughts we all gather here family, friends sharing as one dinners and talking laughter, tears connections and bonds strongly formed making memories future plans promises are made secrets kept a place to go that I can write feel safely content my mind can open words flow out a table and chairs such a simple thing yet here at our home it's so much more |
I allowed you in let my guard down Warned by many you'd do me wrong Defended you trusted your word Beyond helped to better yourself Till truth exploded true colors shown Fake as hell lost in your lies Tangled web you have weaved Your crocodile tears as empty as your soul Time has come to walk away Tripping on pieces of my own broken heart Lesson learned painfully so Harmfully toxic danger to my health Standing my ground it ends now Up goes the wall built strong Eyes wide open now watching my back Feel like a fool all thanks to you Walked all over used and abused Seeing you fully for what you are They were right you got me good I'll be just fine happened before Hope your watching as I walk away Shutting the door once and for all |
Emotions overflowing grief so unbearable Overcome by memories flooding my mind Tear after tear racing from my eyes Heart wrenching pain surges through me Each thought of you stirs up my feelings Missing you is endless never shall it fade You took part of me leaving a void deep inside Goodbye never said closure unreachable Waft of your cologne sounds of jolly laughter Stabbing reminders you're no longer here You fought relentlessly battled till the end Undeserving suffering finally took it's toll No more could you handle it's then you let go Crossed to the other side freed from this hell Your presence strongly felt watching, protecting Never ending love our bond unbreakable Daddy's girl forever a hero in my eyes Gone but not forgotten living deep in my heart Stay with me always guiding me through life Protecting, supporting proud of all that I am I love you Daddy fly high my angel RIP Daddy....I love and miss you more than any words, in any language, could ever describe~ |
Internal wisdom enlightened, growth Sacrifice all to gain inner strength Restore my mind body, soul Learning comes with experience Experience comes with emotions Roller coaster up and down Thermal to glacial sorting within Changing for the better a marvelous thing New beginnings new chapter Standing up removing the unwelcome Fresh, anew Taking the steps moving forward Exploring the world as the new me |
Advancing in life outside and within Branches on a tree each one teaching Lessons we require in order to expand To graduate through each stage of life We started with a certificate We receive them through the years Rewarding us for thriving Making it through learning each day All that we can be and all we can do Maturing from the good, the bad Teaching us guiding us Along our journey we shall advance |
Passing By Minuting each moment into life's journal Using my pen as my second Never enough allotment Learning through this journey Memories become significant Laughter a requisite tears cleansing Not letting any span pass by Enjoy life while living in the now |
A mother's love begins before you meet Carried through us deep within our souls Every emotion feeling and thought Grips your heart holding it tight Inner growth and hope joyous and so true Kindred spirits love that is pure Motherhood is a gift needs to be treasured Only a bond parents can understand Questions and learning steering down the path Teaching you to be who you want understanding and supportive Vital information wanting to you learn all you can xenpos birds, gorgeous like you Yearning to be the best that I can zitella to a mother Is what I became I found my first love growing inside Created you from love and that is an endless thing Thank you for showing me what life is about |
Satan's Garden Garden of my world not a place to be Society and labels my mother hates me Each seed planted filled with despise Roots intertwining thriving as one No water needed feeds off my pain I only exist here this loveless garden No flowers or veggies here will you find No sunshine or colors waving at the sun Just soil and stumps she tends to carefully Fueling her anger fooled by her love I'm breaking free from her Satanic grasp It's MY garden now I take my life back |
Captivated Canine The bars around me squeezing closer As I await her arrival Instinctively I know Today, my special day! Hearing the plop of soft footfalls crossing cold concrete floor Compelled, I look up Against the chain link tail wagging with pleasure Our eyes connect We both know, feel it She sits on floor Crawl into her lap permission not needed look up at her and know, she is mine Previous life forgotten....gone only thing that matters new love, true happiness Home, a true one perimeter I keep safe Family, pure kindness this feels unreal, foreign love them each and all Her and I, something more we need each other didn't realize how bad till the moment our eyes met we know forever now we are one |