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by Rhyssa Author IconMail Icon
Rated: NPL · Book · Personal · #2150723
a journal
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This book is intended as a place to blog about my life and things I'm interested in and answers to prompts from various blog prompt sites here on WDC, including "30-Day Blogging Challenge ON HIATUSOpen in new Window. and "Blog City ~ Every Blogger's ParadiseOpen in new Window.

I'm not sure yet what it'll turn into, but I'm going to have fun figuring it out.
April 3, 2018 at 12:45am
April 3, 2018 at 12:45am
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There's mirror on the dresser where I have my laptop set up. When I look up from writing, I can see myself. It feels surreal, sometimes, to see my face, when I don't remember myself looking that way. Something about memory makes my face change inside my head. I remember different lines, different angles, a mouth that is smiling, skin that is bluer, eyebrows that are less like slashes across my face. I don't remember the scar if I'm not looking at it, not when I try to picture me. And my hair is longer, or shorter--greyer or browner, but not like it is.

I live so much of my life inside my head. Part of it is the fact that I spend a lot of time reading, and in the books, all pictures are made by words. In my memory, things get left out, like words on a page, leaving edges to look through and wonder about.

I wonder how to find those gaps, sometimes. I think it must be interesting to peer through them and find the reality behind--or the unrealithy. Mirrors lie, don't they. They show the world reversed. In tarot, that would make the portents sinister. Which is another way of saying left handed.


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