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My journal about my conversion to Judaism. |
I started writing my conversion story in June 2023, even though it started before then. It will not be in chronological order as I remember things from the past that brought me to this point in my life. My decision to convert was not an easy one. I grew up Pentecostal. I watched my grandma speak in tongues. My aunt played keyboard in the church band. I used to attend church (a member of a Baptist church for many years) 3 to 4 times a week. I did not start my journey of healing after my divorce and expect to end up here. However, my desire and work to grow closer to G-d has left me no doubt or question about where I am now. I have no hesitation in my conversion to Judaism. This is my story of leaving Christianity and becoming a part of a people that I will be able to, one day, proudly say that I am also. A Jew. |
The end of the school year is extremely stressful, but I have still been learning the Shulchan Aruch, studying with the Rabbi who laughs, learning from the Rabbi who glows, watching the Arc Online videos, going to synagogue, studying with a friend in the community, studying Hebrew, memorizing after bruchas (not going too well), and participating in community events. Sometimes, I feel like I have no days off. I look forward to my Shabbos nap. Even though there are times that I am absolutely exhausted and frustrated, there is still no place that I would rather be. Here's a picture from this week's women's event. G-d, I'm tired, but I just want to take a moment to thank you for all of the learning that I have done this past month. Thank you for all of the people in my life, good and bad. Thank you for bringing me here at this moment in my life. Thank you. I love you. |