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Because, really, where's the fun in stopping it? My Journal |
For a while now, I’ve tossed around the idea of opening up an actual, honest to goodness journal on here. “It’ll be cool!” I told myself. “You’ll have a place to rant, vent, whine, praise, bitch, etc., everyday!” Sounded therapeutic, when I put it to myself that way. But I know myself. I’m Bipolar and have Adult ADD. My attention span is about as long as … Ooh, look! Fritos! Sorry. What was I talking about? Oh, yeah. I’d convinced myself not to, because I was sure that I’d be manic about posting in it for a day or two, but then it would get lost in the shuffle of other “Great Ideas, but Unfinished Products.” Besides, who wants to read the ramblings of this sometimes dark, brooding mind? Why would I want to share the spew of this brain with the general populace anyway? But then I read the entire journal of someone who inspired me. In her journal she shares all the ups, downs, hills, valleys, moments of Heaven and moments of Hell that she goes through, and she seems so strong to me. Maybe by sharing my own life, or at least by writing it down, I’ll find my own peace and strength in life. By getting feedback on some of my entries, maybe I’ll see myself more clearly by viewing myself through outside eyes. We can all change for the better and by sharing our life’s experiences we can help each other through the change. By writing down the good and bad in my daily life, I can purge myself of useless feelings and gain a new perspective on the blessings I receive and the problems I perceive. So, you all have sultry to thank for this journey into my mind. Without her fantastic and riveting journal "Invalid Item" ![]() OBLIGATORY DISCLAIMER Be warned, before diving in, that this is a journal. That means I will be sharing my thoughts and feelings, all of them, as they come to me. I swear, a lot. I also don’t hold back. I’m not out to hurt anyone, and will not use names if I am lashing out. But feelings are feelings. All of them are valid. If you don’t like honesty, strong language, bad attitudes, a lot of whining, or sickening sentimentality, please click away now. This journal is not for the faint of heart, the delicate of nature, the closed of mind, the weak of stomach, the young, or the ignorant. Keeping all that in mind, if you’re still reading this, then please, feel free to Enter The Insanity known as my mind! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** Me and my little men! ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** My favorite little pooch... Ares: Dog of War! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |