I dont know anymore

freezing cold at the end of my time. a 15 year old girl trying to keep up her and her family with no chance as to what she wants. the people she tried to trust she knew she couldnt. the people she knows she can trust arent giveing her what she needs or what she wants to hear. this girls life has almost fallen part in a mare day. the week of crying to people she hates, getting pitty from people she loves, hating that she has no mind anymore, hating that she cant even see the ones that were with her through actull hard times even if they werent human. scared that she will be on the street scared that her brother wont be as great as he can be. she just wants to stop worrying this crap and go on like a normal teenager. hanging out with friends. going to parties. not haveing no friends not losing them because of issues of her own families. if she cant get a hold of herself now shell be gone. she wont be the same ever.









this just needs to end now.