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...was very very strange. I dunno, I was a little bit delerious or something, I woke up normal and then when I was riding my bike to school I convinced myself that the city bus, which was behind me, was filled with Low Men, bad guys from, what else, the Dark Tower series. I was freakin terrified of them, which is odd cuz when I was reading about them they didn't scare me at all. I thought that if I didn't beat the bus to the stoplight something bad would happen. Luckily I beat it. Then I went to school, and my friend told me she had seen some science students dissecting a cat outside, while some lizard was watching them. I don't know what the lizard was doing, but the whole scene sort of lodged in my brain and I wrote a very long and rambling poem on it, which I''ll put up if anyone wants to see it. So that was odd. the rest of the day was normal, except for it being as hot as hell and my leg hurt like a bitch where I'd cut myself. After school I was planning to ride to the bookstore, get some books, and then go home. But while I was riding I started coming up with odd little rhymes in my head and then I got scared of the Low Men again. I saw a dead cant in the street and thought that that was meant as a threat to me. I started saying that once I got tho the bookstore everything would be fine. and here's another weird thing: when I got to the bookstore, there was a song playing outside by Alanis Morrisette, and it was the one where the refrain goes, "but what it all comes down to/is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine" or something like that. After I got my books I was riding back and I got this crazy notion that Roland and co. were protecting me from the low men, and so I started getting reckless on my bike, swerving into the street, riding with no hands, that sort of thing. And I didnb't get hurt or fall off or anything. So now I'm a little weirded out by my own imagination, and I'm still feeling a little like I'm on drugs or something, which I'm not. I've never even been high in my life. so yeah I'm having a strange day. how's everyone else? ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |