Red Opium.

"Speak when you're angry and you'll make the best speech you'll ever regret."

I forget who said that... but it's true if you're angry or depressed or manic. The whole story hurts. What happened, how it happened, and that neither of you were meaning to hurt the other. :^(

I cried at work today. I wanted to fold myself in two and lock myself in the vault (though I doubt I'd fit) so I couldn't breathe... but I didn't. I also didn't cower under the desk or in the corner like I really really wanted to do. A lot of money was missing for a few hours today, and all the paperwork for it was signed by me, and we were missing one paper which would point to someone else. My manager found the money as I was leaving to go home... but I thought we were really in trouble for a while there. Corporate was calling, and saying they were going to send the Loss Prevention Manager over... and all the managers were having a conference call so I couldn't even tell anyone. I had to leave a note. In the middle there I wanted to go pinch myself hard in the bathroom... but I didn't do it.

:^/

Megan